Writing from the Heart

Finally I get to relax. Got some time to resolve the climax. I know I have lost. I didn't think it would cost. As long as I see your beautiful adorable smile. You make everything worthwhile.   If only this could be the end. You have been such a good friend. But if only you weren't so blind. So everything could finally be aligned.   Finally I could go anyplace. This has been a long race....

I miss you when your not there, At times I feel you stare, Into the distance of this night, You hold me very tight, I miss you more than you know, Many people say I glow, When I look into the beauty of your eyes, When I am with you time flies, I miss you every day, I get butterflies when you tell me to stay, I feel safe when I am with you, Making me feel brand new and true, I miss you every second, My past is always reckoned, My thoughts are always present, I won't forget the times we've spent, The days might be long, But I always hear our song, Through the day, every where I go, Waiting for you is like waiting for it to snow, In Southern California, amazing and sunny, You always were so funny, You made me laugh, cry, and smile, Always getting lost while running the mile, God written our path in the stars, All our hopes and dreams will be ours.

My God, you are so good to me, I feel your love flow like the sea, You heal  my heart from all the pain, Even though it might be a tough stain, You carry me when I need you the most, I always feel your presence so close, At times I may doubt you, I just wish I knew, The plans you wrote out, Some times I get lost in your route, Your purity keeps me strong, You are my favorite song, My hopes and dreams are in your hands, You have so many plans, To make me happy in the end, Even though I may be hard for you to mend, Everything reminds me of you, You know what I have been through, You know me, more than I know myself, It is time for me to leave the past on the shelf, Some day you will bless me with a gift, So I will no longer drift, From side to side, I imagine you with a smile so wide, Please never let me go, For you are the one that really knows, Who I am, The Lion and the Lamb...

We go through life without thinking about the decisions we make. We just make them and hope for the best. At times I wished it was different. I wish everything made sense but it doesn't none of it does. Why can't it be different? Why can't I know the truth? The moments when I am alone is when I think of you the most. I don't know why that is. It just happens... Every decision we make is a test whether it is what we are going to do tomorrow or who we will keep close in our lives. Everyday might get tough and I know that its the little things that count. Some times we just need to open our eyes and see what we didn't before. Even if it is the mistakes we make along the way. We meet so many people and at times it is very hard to trust anyone. Because people might have hurt you leaving you with a broken heart. You are strong no matter what obstacle you might face. God will make you that much stronger. "A journey begins with a single step." The choices we m...

I am broken, I am no longer myself, Time to leave my heart on the shelf, There won't be no more apologies I can take, You were just a fake, Who played with my heart to see me fall apart, If only I knew from the start, What you would have done, The artist would no longer be called fun, It will take a lot of time for me to forgive you, I thought I knew you, But you are just like all the others maybe even worse, I wish I could make time reverse, So I would stop myself from getting hurt, You step on me as if I was dirt, I thought you were someone I could trust, But all that turned into dust, Don't you think I had enough? I am no longer that tough, I wish I could erase the memories of you, Because none of this we've been through, Meant anything in your eyes, All you ever said were just lies, You make it seem so easy to move on, Like if the clouds were breaking dawn, Now it is too hard to forgive and forget, You made me happ...

My heart is weak, I am no longer a beautiful antique, We met and you left, You are no longer a thief, The one who stole my heart, I knew from the start, To not fall yet I experienced defeat, At first you were sweet, Now I see I was a pass of time, We won't toss the dime, To get heads or tails, Will we ever follow the trails? The little things are always there, Just as long as a meaningful prayer, I light up whenever I see your smile, I pray to God that I will soon walk down the aisle, To the man that loves me with all his might, Someone who will hold me through the night, Many times I lose hope, I just have to hold on to the rope, God will lead me to my happily ever after, I will receive laughter, I'll finish the ending of a best-selling novel, I will look into your eyes, We will be together under the beauty of these skies.

I am a girl that knows what she wants, someone who knows whether or not the sky is blue. I am girl that enjoys the rain rather than the sun. A clouded day makes me happy rather than sad. I am a girl that doesn't take nonsense from anyone especially when it goes against my beliefs. I am a girl that wants to have a relationship with a guy that will protect me love and will want to spend the rest of his life with me. Why is it so hard? I want a guy that knows what he wants, someone who shares the beliefs as I do and will do anything to make me happy. I want a guy that looks at me with so much love and care. Nowadays it is so hard to find someone pure and caring. Everyone is having sex at a young age, getting pregnant, having drugs, drinking and smoking. What is the point in all that? Does it make them happier? Is life that challenging? I am a girl that respects herself when no one else does, someone who sees differently than my peers. I am a girl that doesn't fall  for stupidi...

You may be far away, But my heart is yours to stay, I try so hard to move on, Yet you are not gone, Everyday is harder than before, I want you even more, These days won't last forever, I will never say the word never, Why don't you just stay a little longer? That will just make me that much stronger, My hopes and dreams will never fade, For it is everything that has ever stayed, You don't know the reasons why, I'd never say goodbye, All I ask for is one chance, To have one last amazing dance , I want to see your smile shine, I see it as a wonderful sign, I smile whenever I think of you, For I knew that it was true, Many times I may cry, There will be a day I won't try, I will let you go, If our story doesn't continue to flow, You may think it is time, It won't be without an extra climb, For there is a reason for our paths to cross, Like a reason for every loss, I'll always be here for you, Until the sky is no longer bl...

When I think of the past. I know that I have made so many mistakes but those mistakes makes us who we are. I have grown and learned that everything happens for a reason even though those reasons might not be in plain sight. I do know that one day God will reveal it in time. Time goes by fast and every day is a test to seek what God has planned for us. Our path is already written in the stars it is the matter of following it. I think about the past and I pray to God why couldn't things be different? Then I think to myself everything happens for a reason. God places certain people in our lives in a certain time, in this one moment. We all doubt ourselves as we move forward but how do we move forward? With prayer and trust... I wish that things were different in every possible way and I even dream about it. There are things that keep us from moving forward and it is really hard. There are so many bumps down the road that it becomes complicated in different situations. God knows wh...

Many times it could be so hard, I have to throw away my card, The chapter of you is finally over, There are no more clovers, You left and I accept, Your memories is all I kept, You were someone I won't forget, At times I feel you near me yet, You are so far from me, My love is beyond the sea, It seems like you don't care, As if all I touched was teared, Look into my eyes and see me fall apart, You no longer will have my heart, Yet when I see your smile, You make my world worthwhile, This is what I look for, To walk along the shore, Feeling the wind against my cheek, I imagine myself at the top of a peak, Holding you tight, We will shine under the beauty of this light, Now I realize that this is only a dream, I will no longer fall in your scheme, I will find someone like you, Someone who will always be true. 

God's grace is every where we look. The wind is the love that rejuvenates are soul bringing us back to him. His heart is in everyone's goodness surrounding us with protection. The sun radiates his compassion and keeps us moving forward. No matter how much pain we might have he heals us by giving us guidance and holding us up in the darkest moments.  The nature reminds us of his beauty and purity gi ving us hope to help others rather than ourselves. His love is all we need to feel free and protected. He will never leave us all we have to do is take a step and pray for tomorrow. While thanking him about all the blessings he has given us. GOD is my hero, my friend, my therapist, my father and my protector.  He will not give us anything we won't handle because he knows we are strong enough to withhold every obstacle. Trust in the Lord for he has your back and will never leave your side.

F orever lies in our legacy, R epresenting our country in the midst of all the terrors, E veryone sings its national anthem, E very heart is stirred by its liberty, D reaming in the history of our struggles, O ur time is now, M y country's flag will live for eternity, O ver the seas, to every country, F ace to face to our most hated enemies, S pecial as our lived on legacy, P resent in the upcoming generations, E very knee will bow down to every tragedy, E nsuring our protection to every Citizen and Patriot, C onflicts are always present and in our H ardest times we will triumph every obstacle stronger than before.

The only way I express my feelings, Is through the words I write, It's the only way I receive healing, Can you please hold me tight? So my love won't vanish, When I see your smile, I know I won't banish, Some day I will walk down the aisle, That is when I know my dream is complete, Never will it change, I will walk with you on the silent street, The stars won't rearrange, Our destiny is drawn together, It will never disappear, Beautiful like a fallen feather, Everything is now clear, You might leave, But I know you will return, Your speculations will be achieved, Now it is your turn, To shine and I will always be here for you, Never will I leave you alone, For you are one out of a few, You are all I have known.

I will always think about those days, At times it feels like a maze, I become confused, At times I feel accused, Of not knowing what love is, Everyone always says, That love is patient, and kind, Why is it so hard to find? I pray to God every night, That I will soon find my knight, Some where in a certain time, The bells will chyme, That is when I know your mine, My smile will soon shine, I can't wait to look into his eyes, It will be a wonderful surprise, He will have my heart, We will never depart, For everything will be aligned, No longer will it decline, He will be everything I've waited for, We will walk together along the shore.

What do we do when our minds say one thing and our heart another? Why is there a huge tug of war between the two? How do we know which is right? How do we follow the heart if the mind comes to so many conclusions?  Mind :  The mind is entitled to remind us of our precious memories but at times it reminds us of the most painful times. It chooses logic over reason or feeling. It chooses what it thinks is right rather than thinking of what makes us happy. The mind at times can control the heart... By the memories that are clouding our minds. Heart :  The Heart is the most powerful, most important and it describes the feeling of our satisfaction. It suffers when in pain, a burning sensation inside our chest which makes us feel a un-supportive feeling. The Heart also chooses whom to love... It doesn't fall for each person that crosses your path. Only certain people enter your heart and at times it is very hard for the heart to let them go. The M ind thinks of the...

My days might go by slow, I just want you to know, That you will never be alone, All you got to do is pick up the phone, When I hear your voice, I know I made the right choice, In choosing to hold you tight, All through my silent night, I breathe in and out, For I have no doubt, That this won't be my last embrace, I'll stay with you until the end of the race, You are someone close to my heart, We create a wonderful piece of art, That this goodbye won't be forever, I will go wherever, Just to be reminded of you, For I have no clue, When I will see your smile, I will run so many miles, Just so I can be with you once again, Under this beautiful day of rain.

At times I think why haven't I had a relationship with a guy? Then I think again and I know why. It's because if someone asks and if I don't feel the same way then I say No. Another solution is that I have my bar so high that it is hard for a guy to even think about getting close to me. I scare them off before they get to know me. When will I have a chance? So many people around me have had many relationships. When I am asked, "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" I answer "No I haven't... I just haven't had the chance. I mean I have been asked before it's just the ones who ask me, either are not right or I am just not feeling the same way." Also I have realized that it is very hard for me to forget someone that has already won my heart.I stay faithful to him even if he doesn't and that is my problem. I don't know why I get this way but I just do. I am a girl that falls hard but I am also a girl that doesn't fall for someone foolis...

The days might be rough, But I know I am tough, I think about those days, I won't forget about the ways, You held me so close, I felt like a rose, Beautiful, satisfied as my love grew, I felt like a star composing her major break through, My nights are what I cherish, Never wanting my dreams to perish, You are what I hope for, To one day walk beside you on the shore, I look up at the moon, Always remembering back in June, The days felt longer as I waited, For your thoughts to be stated, If love is pure and kind, It will soon be aligned, No more doubts, no more,  This is no longer war, Between my heart and my mind, For God knew that both hearts will be combined, At the end of our track, Only seeing the ray of light, and never looking back. 

Obsession : Is when someone think they are in love with someone but are really not. They would do anything to keep someone that does not love them. They would make so many schemes in trying to get someone that they they want. Affecting so many people around them even themselves. Becoming obsessed with someone is not worth it... Why would you want to be with someone that does not love you? All your going to win is sadness and loneliness. Love : Is when you feel this overflowing feeling within your body, that when ever you speak to them, makes you smile and hoping to hear their voice once again. It is also sacrifce... Sacrificing your satisfaction for the happiness of the other person. Letting them go even if you did not want to. It is also being proud for the other person in all their accomplishments that they have, not feeling jealous or envy. Love should make you become a better person rather than the worst.It is also hope that some day you will have the opportunit...

How long will it take for your dreams to come true? How long will it take for us to take a breath and just realize that everything happens for a reason? At times, women want life to be like a movie. Where they would meet a nice guy, fall in love, get married and be happy. They want a guy to treat them with respect and trust, to love her with all his heart. Yet it is just so hard to find... There are not that many men out there but there is as long as we have patients and trust in the LORD. God has your other half planned out for you but it is our decision to accept. As long as we follow our path everything we have ever asked for will happen. I know I have said these words a lot but it is just something I strongly believe in and that everyone should open their eyes and see that life and love is great. Everyday is a test and we don't know when it will be our last. At times we get so impatient that we give up on hopes, dreams and love. Right now life is so hard and it is hard to...

You may not see what I see, That you have the key, To my heart and to my dreams, They are no longer just schemes, I look in your eyes and I can tell, That you are my wish I made at a wishing well, You know who I want to be, That I will no longer want to flee, You made me believe in something new, That I was always in your view, You may think that this is over, It isn't, not until there are no more four leaf clovers, God has placed you in my life and, It was planned, From the start of his creation, We would have met some time in this nation, Here we are far apart yet so close, For we are his song he composes, Filled with faith and hope, Tied by an imaginary rope.

The time goes by fast and it seems like we don't have enough time in the world. The daily routines are no longer exciting maybe even stressful. Time won't slow down for us, to say hello to someone that could be on our mind, to complete all chores that we might have, to admit that we care for someone, to realize that life is too precious, and to pray to GOD every night when we go to sleep. At times, I feel rushed, lost and confused from everything I may encounter during the day. Time should be forever yet it isn't. Why are we rushed to get things done? Why isn't there enough time in the world? Why does time speed up? Although, we may not know what we might encounter but we can always stop, take a breath and just think. Everyday the clock is ticking, from 24 hrs, to 12 hrs and then its back to the same routine. Every second passes by faster, every minute and yet we are so rushed in all the demands. Time should be valued just like life should. As a person I get caught ...

Look into my eyes and tell me that you're okay, I think about you everyday, Yet I feel lost and unprotected, We are no longer connected, Everything has changed, My path and the stars have been arranged, No longer is it aligned, You left me behind, You were a true blessing, I can no longer be expressing, The way I feel when I speak to you, We met, we laughed, we grew, Apart from all the others, It will take some time for my heart to be for another, Go ahead and forget about our past, For it didn't even last, I miss you so much, That I still can feel your touch, You were someone that I knew, I will never forget about you.

Love has been taken for granted, motivation to push forward has disappeared in the lives of others, hopes and dreams are no longer aligning. What does it take for someone to realize that they are special? Everyone deserves to be loved, to be noticed, and to be wanted. For the past generations, young girls don't realize how valuable and precious they are, that is why they disrespect themselves. Everyone deserves a chance under the spotlight. As for me, I have grown to be a girl in the background, not a main girl in the story who has a chance to be with the guy she loves the most. Many times I feel like no one notices my existence and I don't like feeling that way. No one does. When will we be noticed? When will we shine? The days go by and it is the daily routine. Someone once told me that sometimes routine destroys the love we have. Love should never die yet it does. Why? Why does love fail? Society at times has the blame for love being meaningless because of  famous stars...

It has come to a conclusion, This is where I let you go, You will always be an illusion, Our story will never flow, You said your goodbyes, This is where I let things by, Now the love for you finally dies, You will never hear me sigh, All this went by so fast, In the end I wasn't ready, Everything now has passed, I have to keep my balance steady, I must walk away, ignoring the beat of my heart, At times it feels like you wouldn't mind, This is the end of our start, Many times it seemed like I was blind, Now everything makes sense, I no longer need you, even though I try to fight, I broke down the fence, You are no longer my knight.

We all have something to live for. We all have a mission. We all have a reason for the things we do but some times those reasons can turn into regrets. We shouldn't have regrets. Things happen for a reason at times we get frustrated knowing that there isn't much we could do. God created us to do everything to the best of our ability. I don't want to have regrets yet at times I do. Do you want to have regrets? I have been through so much, seen so much but I have to keep my head held high and look ahead, don't look back. Even though those memories come strolling back. I look around me and I see crowds of people, all walking at their own pace but they all have one thing in common and that is finishing their journey.  Time goes by so fast that we don't realize the choices we've made. Once you make a decision then that could change the future. God has your path written out in a novel, it is YOUR choice to finish it. He gives you nudges and makes you turn right in...

Everyday gets harder as we cross the finish line, When will our hopes and dreams align? You make it seem so easy, At times I get so queasy. When I think about those times I am alone, You were all I've known, I pick up the phone, I put it back down, questioning myself, If only I could leave all my memories on a shelf. So if I looked in your eyes, I wouldn't fall, At this moment, time could be such a stall, If only I could get lost in your eyes once again, Waiting for you is like waiting for it to rain, You come every once in a while. Everything about you disappears along with your smile, I miss you when the days get longer, Just by hearing your voice makes me stronger, Even though you're far away, I pray to God that some day you'll stay. 

The world can be cold, dark and dangerous but it also could be warm, bright and welcoming. It's how we see our world and it's how we want our world to be. As people we get caught up in every day routines that we don't realize how beautiful the world is. The nature that surrounds us is breath-taking and we take our world for granted. Go ahead and trash it... Let your world be dark and dirty, but I want my world to be clean and brighter everyday when I awake. I see the world as a gift and everyday we are living is a challenge. How could we make the world a better place? How could we protect ourselves from harm without damaging the world of others? How do we become better? When I look up at the sky... I am reminded of him. It reminds me of the beauty of his smile, his amazing laugh that sings with the birds, and the sun radiating light upon his eyes, making them sparkle under the horizon. My world is you and everyone around me. Most importantly it reminds of my GOD whom I ...

I see your smile written in the stars tonight, At this moment I feel you holding me tight, As if you never left me, not once, not at all, Will we ever break down this wall? So I wouldn't fall, You took my heart in your hands, As if God written it in his plans, I feel your touch whenever I think of you, Many times it is more than a few, When will it be my turn? To never let you go, Will this music ever flow? I remember when you looked me in the eyes, I had to look away because my heart flies, In to the skies, above the mountain it goes, The moments when I am alone, is when I imagine you close, You make my heart sing,  As if we were tied by an imaginary string, You make me shine so bright, When I am with you I can see the beauty of your light.

What will you do if everything you loved was taken from your hands?  What will you do when you realized that you had someone worth the wait left you in an instant? What will you do if you loved someone so much yet they left without looking back? What will you do? Many times we forget how valuable someone can be to us. Once we realize it, it was too late...  Losing the moon while counting the stars. I believe that things happen for a reason, that we meet someone in a certain time because God has it written in our path. At times, I wished that I could have met someone earlier but I have to remind myself that this is God's plan. If it's meant to be then it will happen. Someday our paths will cross again. I think about him everyday, every minute and every second of the day. I am always reminded of him yet I have to push myself to move forward. Even though it is really hard to forget about someone that has impacted your life so much. How could you forget? Those memories of that...

If I looked into your eyes, would you get lost? How much would it cost? For our paths to cross, As if forever is too long for me to bear, I feel as if you still care, if only you would dare, To say that this isn't a dream yet something real and true, At times I feel like you knew, that this could be something new, Yet you left without saying a word, not even looking back once, If only I could set myself free, so I can go over seas, I wished we were true to our hearts, instead of being a tease,  Everyday I close my eyes, take a breath and I just wish, That one day you'll come knocking on my door, With a smile so dear to my heart.

In the midst of the moment we forget what it is really important. Like who we are and who we are destined to become. We get caught up in the excitement forgetting if we are going right or left. Our paths are drawn... Would you take the steps to follow it? We all have a mission in life whether is it is the marriage, single or religious life. Many times we are afraid to take those steps because of what society thinks. Society thinks we must have a certain image, publicizing it by movies and magazines. In reality, that isn't what we are meant for. Women are not objects neither or men but society has influenced us to think a way that isn't healthy. Future generations are being influenced by this ridiculous society that they don't even know who they should be. Many men disrespect women and women expect it that they should have respect hands on. But if a girl is disrespecting herself by dressing inappropriate, making it easier for guys to see 'Oh she is a pass by... She w...

I looked into your eyes and I couldn't help but to smile, I get side tracked while walking the extra mile, My heart has been in your hands for the longest time, As if forever yours will always be a crime, You are written in my last memory, Always in my mind along with a smile on your face, If only I could win that race and move to another place, You mean so much to me that words cannot begin to explain, You impacted my life so much that I cannot wash away the pain, That you have caused me in so little time, My heart beats faster when I see you like if I were afraid to climb, Up the Mountains I go hoping that this will not be the end, I am too damaged for you to mend, Yet you have me shining like a shooting star, I still think about you even if you are so far, You cloud my mind with your smile and laugh, No one will come close to you not even by half. 

What is the meaning of the word? Is it passion? Is it conforming? Is is true? Is it unreal? No one will actually know the meaning because everyone uses the word too often. Many generations don't even know the meaning. At my age I am not even sure of the word love. Is Love the great never ending feeling God had toward us when he sacrificed himself for the forgiveness of sins? YES I am sure of  that! The words 'I love you' mean so little but is effective. Some believe the word love is pointless. Love should make you happy and make you strive to be a better person not someone you have been for the past years. "Love is patient, Love is kind, Love Never Fails and is never jealous. Love is pure..." 1Cor: 4-8 Love is Jesus! Many times people ask why do you wear a purity ring on your finger? and my answer is always the same. "I wear this ring because I made a promise to GOD that I will stay pure and try my hardest to be faithful to myself and him." Yeah ...