Dedication
The sun beams onto my face, Feeling the heat radiate off my skin. Hoping that someday I'd be fortunate to live my dream. It's been hard, closing my eyes To the image my mind plays Over and over again. Wanting it to be reality. Then I open my eyes And I'm saddened that I'm Still the helicopter Stuck in the air, nowhere to go. At times, I want to crawl Beneath my sheets And never wake up. For the reason of rejections. Application after application. Job after job. Still trying to find someone Who's willing to give me a chance. I'll take anything at this point. I'll fetch you coffee, Finish editing your manuscript, Do your errands. Just to be given the okay. To gain the experience. To make my heart fulfilled. To show my eyes, that it's possible. Post Disney and I feel even More lost, feeling like I'm working Jobs that have no meaning. That doesn't make me happy. I'm having trouble understanding Why my