Writing from the Heart

My heart, loves like no other. It holds on for a long time. Not seeking for another.  Always ready for the climb. My voice, says those three words. The three you've waited for. Singing through the birds. Always wanting more. My mind, thinks of you. It remembers all the pain. Hoping it wasn't true, Always running through my veins. Nothing else matters, You found me then broke me. Watching as everything shatters. No longer setting me free. Look into my eyes, Say it one more time. Before my love for you dies. Take blame for your crime. And so you won. I know what you've done. 

To Him: I looked into your eyes today and you know what I saw? I saw someone that didn't exist, someone I used to love, and now I'm not sure if what I felt was entirely real. You treated me like I don't exist, every time you passed me by, and all I felt was my heart sink like an anchor. Nothing could crank it up to the surface, even if I tried. Your brown eyes flickering under the sunlight. Your smile illuminating every part of my body and it all felt right. All of it. But now my heart doesn't even flicker when you say my name. When you call me up, I no longer get excited, I just long for that moment when I'd find someone-- someone worth all the love I can spare. Because I mean nothing to you. I never did, all that time I spent with you was meaningless in the most possible way and I hoped for a different result.  Do you remember that moment when all was right? I remember those moments when I smiled every time I thought of you. I remember you telling me how you f

I left when it all went down. I couldn't bear to hear the sound. All you wanted was that crown.  As my heart got buried into the ground. I remember your voice. The way you said "goodbye". You were the best choice. Yet you didn't mind when I cry. I thought you would come after me. But you just stood there, As I threw away the key. And my heart got smaller by every tear.  I remember your touch. The way you held my hand. You just didn't care for me as much. Always looking for a different brand. Your brown eyes shimmered against the moon. Your smile engraved into my mind.  My heart break born in that one night of June. Trying to burn the love I signed.