I am a Girl that Knows what she Wants

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I am a girl that knows what she wants, someone who knows whether or not the sky is blue. I am girl that enjoys the rain rather than the sun. A clouded day makes me happy rather than sad. I am a girl that doesn't take nonsense from anyone especially when it goes against my beliefs. I am a girl that wants to have a relationship with a guy that will protect me love and will want to spend the rest of his life with me.

 Why is it so hard? I want a guy that knows what he wants, someone who shares the beliefs as I do and will do anything to make me happy. I want a guy that looks at me with so much love and care. Nowadays it is so hard to find someone pure and caring. Everyone is having sex at a young age, getting pregnant, having drugs, drinking and smoking.

 What is the point in all that? Does it make them happier? Is life that challenging? I am a girl that respects herself when no one else does, someone who sees differently than my peers. I am a girl that doesn't fall  for stupidity. I am girl that lives day by day but can be impatient when it comes to finding MR. RIGHT. I think everyone girl does that is why they date these random guys so they could feel wanted.

 As for me I haven't had a relationship with a guy and I don't think I will until later. I am just waiting for the right one... He just hasn't came yet. I am a girl that wants to have a long lasting healthy relationship, is that too much to ask for? I look up at the stars and I wonder why I haven't had the chance. A chance to hold someones hand for a long period of time.

 A chance to look into his eyes and say the words, "I love you." A chance to say hello rather than a goodbye. A chance to hold him tight and feel his warmth. It just hasn't happened yet and I wonder why that is. At times I get so insecure because of the fact I haven't had the chance. I see everyone having someone and I have to remind myself it isn't the right time and that God will reveal it soon. 

 I am a girl that lives day by day waiting for her answer to come. If you don't like how I think then feel free to walk out on me that just means there is someone better out there in this world. 

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