Writing from the Heart

The light becomes dimmer, My heart seems to linger, For a way to love you again,  If only I could break the chain, I will always remember, The day you said farewell, No one else can compare, You will never restore, All that you damaged, Many times I feel like a savage, Of your broken promises, You have so much confidence, To let me go, And I didn't know, That this would end in a goodbye, I always think why, I had it all planned out, For I had no doubt, I was going to walk down the aisle, Dressed in white with a smile, Holding you very close, You would have given me a rose, Yet you are gone, Always breaking dawn, All I have is your voice in my head, Now I have to look ahead, Never looking back, I must get back on track, All I have are pictures, Looking in the mirror, To a path of no return, Your love is what I earn, I miss you oh so dearly, Seeing your face so clearly, You will live in my heart, We will ne...

When I think about you, My world turns from grey to blue, No more worries, no more pain, You always know how to clean up the stain, Although I may fall, You never seem to stall, To admit how much you love me, Here we are under a tree, Kissing blissfully under the stars tonight, Nothing turns to black and white, You are my happily after, Always giving me so much laughter, Making me smile when I need you the most, Expressing myself like a cheesy post, I feel your love pour out into the distance, There is no longer resistance, Here we are looking into each others eyes, At times I ask myself why, I haven't met you not even once, Maybe in a different circumstance, For now you are a dream, Nothing is what it seems, At times I hear you call out to me, I can't help but to flea, Just to get one step closer, Of becoming a successful composer, One day we will meet, And you will be someone I long to greet, You will be someone ...

I am a girl who loves to write, make a fool of herself, loves to dance, listen to music, live day by day, waiting for my prince charming to come knock on the door, and loves her God with all her heart. Not many people can scream from the top of their lungs and say who they are as a person. Everyone deserves to shine... At times I am a girl that is too hard on herself. She compares herself to everyone else, thinking she isn't worth anything and that is my huge struggle as of now. Everyday I am struggling with my appearance and how men don't look at me because I might know what I want. I may repel guys by my maturity, respect and the dream of having a family of my own. I respect those around me but at times I just wished that someday I will find this man that I have been praying for. Love is Patient, Love is Kind... Someday I will find that one true love of mine <3 There have been a point in my life where I have struggled so much that I tend to look in the mirror and s...

The saddest night, Became so utterly tight, My voice became weak, As the rooftop leaks, Shocked in the midst of tragedy, A dried up old comedy, My heart breaks slightly, Telling you to come back politely,  In reality I knew that wouldn't be true, For all our hearts flew, Hoping one day it will be clear, You are the one who will be kept dear. Dedicated to Cory Monteith's friends, family and his true love Leah Michelle. May you rest forever in heaven. We will meet soon. Love you and will always miss you.

The night is so cold, Nothing like a piece of gold, My heart flutters with hope, Wishing that someday we'd elope, Into a new world, Although times could be twirled, I miss all those times, It could be mistaken as crimes, Your smile is hidden behind the clouds, At times I get lost in the crowd, I call your name, But all you hear is fame, Is that all you know? This isn't a show, I miss the way you smile, I miss the way you would walk the extra mile, To make our paths cross once again, You are always in the fast lane, I have been scarred and shattered, At times I feel flattered, When you said "I love you", That was all my heart knew, Far behind the shadowed hills, I felt my body chill, Someday you will see, That I am now free, But when I met you, My love grew, I am yours, Until Destiny becomes a closed door.

Many times I wish for something unexpected, All I get is what is expected, My hopes and dreams are in my hands, Looking across the grassy green land, I pray to God that my heart won't fade, At times I feel so afraid, To say goodbye,  No longer will I let time pass by,  Another hello is in the midst, He will be everything on my list,  A sight of you is what I need, Like a happy ending that I read, Love is in the distance of this path, Nothing like the aftermath, You will be extraordinary to me, Beautiful like the blue sea, Seagulls flying above us now, The words "where art thou", Is in my mind and in my dreams, Nothing is what it seems, Bitter sweet as a candy, I keep my pen handy, So I won't make so many mistakes, I will do anything it takes, To make my God proud, No longer will I get lost in the crowd, And I will love you, It will be a feeling so true. 

Some days are just fine, I just wish I had a sign, Some nights are just dandy, Almost as sweet as a candy, I miss those days where it didn't matter, All I hear is chatter, You drift far into the sea, Along with every key, To my heart, I feel so torn apart, The stars are no longer shiny, At times I feel so tiny, So invisible to all the rest, I feel a burning sensation in my chest, If only God could hold me tight, Just so I can feel tranquility through the night, Some day everything will fall into place, I will feel his grace, Although I might miss you, I know now what to do, Move forward and wish for a way, I will always pray, To some how reach for the stars, Maybe land some where in Mars, You'll find your happily ever after, I will always be here in a night of laughter. 

Lately I miss you, My days are no longer blue, I think about you all the time, Becoming hopeless like a dime, Your name rings in my ear, If only you could hear, My cry for you to see, How hopeless I feel, You seem not to care, How could you dare, To walk away with nothing left to say, I live to break free each day, I cloud my mind just so, I shouldn't have to think of you, Not knowing the reasons for our meeting, Even after every seating, Your voice reminds me of a quiet night, A night filled with life and a moon so bright, You let me go, I want you to know, That Lately I miss you, Even after everything you do.

Many nights are long and quiet, No where close to an uncontrolled riot, My heart begins to shiver, As my lips begin to quiver, You left when I needed you the most, Like an unforeseen ghost, You smile as if I never touched your heart, No wonder I feel so apart, You held my hand, That was all my love demand, That one night, Turned to black and white, Not one kiss can heal the pain, If only I could wash away the stain, Your smile gave me hope, It changed once you let go of the rope, That tied You and I together, I felt like I was floating like a feather, That one night, You held me tight, All the sweet things you said, Caused my love to spread, You made me smile when no one else could, Everything was pure and good, You changed your mind, I was so blind, You ran away, To the nearest bay, Yet you still had my heart, I wish I could start, To forget that One Night, You made my smile shine so bright.