Writing from the Heart

My days might go by slow, I just want you to know, That you will never be alone, All you got to do is pick up the phone, When I hear your voice, I know I made the right choice, In choosing to hold you tight, All through my silent night, I breathe in and out, For I have no doubt, That this won't be my last embrace, I'll stay with you until the end of the race, You are someone close to my heart, We create a wonderful piece of art, That this goodbye won't be forever, I will go wherever, Just to be reminded of you, For I have no clue, When I will see your smile, I will run so many miles, Just so I can be with you once again, Under this beautiful day of rain.

At times I think why haven't I had a relationship with a guy? Then I think again and I know why. It's because if someone asks and if I don't feel the same way then I say No. Another solution is that I have my bar so high that it is hard for a guy to even think about getting close to me. I scare them off before they get to know me. When will I have a chance? So many people around me have had many relationships. When I am asked, "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" I answer "No I haven't... I just haven't had the chance. I mean I have been asked before it's just the ones who ask me, either are not right or I am just not feeling the same way." Also I have realized that it is very hard for me to forget someone that has already won my heart.I stay faithful to him even if he doesn't and that is my problem. I don't know why I get this way but I just do. I am a girl that falls hard but I am also a girl that doesn't fall for someone foolis...

The days might be rough, But I know I am tough, I think about those days, I won't forget about the ways, You held me so close, I felt like a rose, Beautiful, satisfied as my love grew, I felt like a star composing her major break through, My nights are what I cherish, Never wanting my dreams to perish, You are what I hope for, To one day walk beside you on the shore, I look up at the moon, Always remembering back in June, The days felt longer as I waited, For your thoughts to be stated, If love is pure and kind, It will soon be aligned, No more doubts, no more,  This is no longer war, Between my heart and my mind, For God knew that both hearts will be combined, At the end of our track, Only seeing the ray of light, and never looking back. 

Obsession : Is when someone think they are in love with someone but are really not. They would do anything to keep someone that does not love them. They would make so many schemes in trying to get someone that they they want. Affecting so many people around them even themselves. Becoming obsessed with someone is not worth it... Why would you want to be with someone that does not love you? All your going to win is sadness and loneliness. Love : Is when you feel this overflowing feeling within your body, that when ever you speak to them, makes you smile and hoping to hear their voice once again. It is also sacrifce... Sacrificing your satisfaction for the happiness of the other person. Letting them go even if you did not want to. It is also being proud for the other person in all their accomplishments that they have, not feeling jealous or envy. Love should make you become a better person rather than the worst.It is also hope that some day you will have the opportunit...

How long will it take for your dreams to come true? How long will it take for us to take a breath and just realize that everything happens for a reason? At times, women want life to be like a movie. Where they would meet a nice guy, fall in love, get married and be happy. They want a guy to treat them with respect and trust, to love her with all his heart. Yet it is just so hard to find... There are not that many men out there but there is as long as we have patients and trust in the LORD. God has your other half planned out for you but it is our decision to accept. As long as we follow our path everything we have ever asked for will happen. I know I have said these words a lot but it is just something I strongly believe in and that everyone should open their eyes and see that life and love is great. Everyday is a test and we don't know when it will be our last. At times we get so impatient that we give up on hopes, dreams and love. Right now life is so hard and it is hard to...

You may not see what I see, That you have the key, To my heart and to my dreams, They are no longer just schemes, I look in your eyes and I can tell, That you are my wish I made at a wishing well, You know who I want to be, That I will no longer want to flee, You made me believe in something new, That I was always in your view, You may think that this is over, It isn't, not until there are no more four leaf clovers, God has placed you in my life and, It was planned, From the start of his creation, We would have met some time in this nation, Here we are far apart yet so close, For we are his song he composes, Filled with faith and hope, Tied by an imaginary rope.

The time goes by fast and it seems like we don't have enough time in the world. The daily routines are no longer exciting maybe even stressful. Time won't slow down for us, to say hello to someone that could be on our mind, to complete all chores that we might have, to admit that we care for someone, to realize that life is too precious, and to pray to GOD every night when we go to sleep. At times, I feel rushed, lost and confused from everything I may encounter during the day. Time should be forever yet it isn't. Why are we rushed to get things done? Why isn't there enough time in the world? Why does time speed up? Although, we may not know what we might encounter but we can always stop, take a breath and just think. Everyday the clock is ticking, from 24 hrs, to 12 hrs and then its back to the same routine. Every second passes by faster, every minute and yet we are so rushed in all the demands. Time should be valued just like life should. As a person I get caught ...

Look into my eyes and tell me that you're okay, I think about you everyday, Yet I feel lost and unprotected, We are no longer connected, Everything has changed, My path and the stars have been arranged, No longer is it aligned, You left me behind, You were a true blessing, I can no longer be expressing, The way I feel when I speak to you, We met, we laughed, we grew, Apart from all the others, It will take some time for my heart to be for another, Go ahead and forget about our past, For it didn't even last, I miss you so much, That I still can feel your touch, You were someone that I knew, I will never forget about you.

Love has been taken for granted, motivation to push forward has disappeared in the lives of others, hopes and dreams are no longer aligning. What does it take for someone to realize that they are special? Everyone deserves to be loved, to be noticed, and to be wanted. For the past generations, young girls don't realize how valuable and precious they are, that is why they disrespect themselves. Everyone deserves a chance under the spotlight. As for me, I have grown to be a girl in the background, not a main girl in the story who has a chance to be with the guy she loves the most. Many times I feel like no one notices my existence and I don't like feeling that way. No one does. When will we be noticed? When will we shine? The days go by and it is the daily routine. Someone once told me that sometimes routine destroys the love we have. Love should never die yet it does. Why? Why does love fail? Society at times has the blame for love being meaningless because of  famous stars...

It has come to a conclusion, This is where I let you go, You will always be an illusion, Our story will never flow, You said your goodbyes, This is where I let things by, Now the love for you finally dies, You will never hear me sigh, All this went by so fast, In the end I wasn't ready, Everything now has passed, I have to keep my balance steady, I must walk away, ignoring the beat of my heart, At times it feels like you wouldn't mind, This is the end of our start, Many times it seemed like I was blind, Now everything makes sense, I no longer need you, even though I try to fight, I broke down the fence, You are no longer my knight.

We all have something to live for. We all have a mission. We all have a reason for the things we do but some times those reasons can turn into regrets. We shouldn't have regrets. Things happen for a reason at times we get frustrated knowing that there isn't much we could do. God created us to do everything to the best of our ability. I don't want to have regrets yet at times I do. Do you want to have regrets? I have been through so much, seen so much but I have to keep my head held high and look ahead, don't look back. Even though those memories come strolling back. I look around me and I see crowds of people, all walking at their own pace but they all have one thing in common and that is finishing their journey.  Time goes by so fast that we don't realize the choices we've made. Once you make a decision then that could change the future. God has your path written out in a novel, it is YOUR choice to finish it. He gives you nudges and makes you turn right in...

Everyday gets harder as we cross the finish line, When will our hopes and dreams align? You make it seem so easy, At times I get so queasy. When I think about those times I am alone, You were all I've known, I pick up the phone, I put it back down, questioning myself, If only I could leave all my memories on a shelf. So if I looked in your eyes, I wouldn't fall, At this moment, time could be such a stall, If only I could get lost in your eyes once again, Waiting for you is like waiting for it to rain, You come every once in a while. Everything about you disappears along with your smile, I miss you when the days get longer, Just by hearing your voice makes me stronger, Even though you're far away, I pray to God that some day you'll stay. 

The world can be cold, dark and dangerous but it also could be warm, bright and welcoming. It's how we see our world and it's how we want our world to be. As people we get caught up in every day routines that we don't realize how beautiful the world is. The nature that surrounds us is breath-taking and we take our world for granted. Go ahead and trash it... Let your world be dark and dirty, but I want my world to be clean and brighter everyday when I awake. I see the world as a gift and everyday we are living is a challenge. How could we make the world a better place? How could we protect ourselves from harm without damaging the world of others? How do we become better? When I look up at the sky... I am reminded of him. It reminds me of the beauty of his smile, his amazing laugh that sings with the birds, and the sun radiating light upon his eyes, making them sparkle under the horizon. My world is you and everyone around me. Most importantly it reminds of my GOD whom I ...

I see your smile written in the stars tonight, At this moment I feel you holding me tight, As if you never left me, not once, not at all, Will we ever break down this wall? So I wouldn't fall, You took my heart in your hands, As if God written it in his plans, I feel your touch whenever I think of you, Many times it is more than a few, When will it be my turn? To never let you go, Will this music ever flow? I remember when you looked me in the eyes, I had to look away because my heart flies, In to the skies, above the mountain it goes, The moments when I am alone, is when I imagine you close, You make my heart sing,  As if we were tied by an imaginary string, You make me shine so bright, When I am with you I can see the beauty of your light.

What will you do if everything you loved was taken from your hands?  What will you do when you realized that you had someone worth the wait left you in an instant? What will you do if you loved someone so much yet they left without looking back? What will you do? Many times we forget how valuable someone can be to us. Once we realize it, it was too late...  Losing the moon while counting the stars. I believe that things happen for a reason, that we meet someone in a certain time because God has it written in our path. At times, I wished that I could have met someone earlier but I have to remind myself that this is God's plan. If it's meant to be then it will happen. Someday our paths will cross again. I think about him everyday, every minute and every second of the day. I am always reminded of him yet I have to push myself to move forward. Even though it is really hard to forget about someone that has impacted your life so much. How could you forget? Those memories of that...

If I looked into your eyes, would you get lost? How much would it cost? For our paths to cross, As if forever is too long for me to bear, I feel as if you still care, if only you would dare, To say that this isn't a dream yet something real and true, At times I feel like you knew, that this could be something new, Yet you left without saying a word, not even looking back once, If only I could set myself free, so I can go over seas, I wished we were true to our hearts, instead of being a tease,  Everyday I close my eyes, take a breath and I just wish, That one day you'll come knocking on my door, With a smile so dear to my heart.

In the midst of the moment we forget what it is really important. Like who we are and who we are destined to become. We get caught up in the excitement forgetting if we are going right or left. Our paths are drawn... Would you take the steps to follow it? We all have a mission in life whether is it is the marriage, single or religious life. Many times we are afraid to take those steps because of what society thinks. Society thinks we must have a certain image, publicizing it by movies and magazines. In reality, that isn't what we are meant for. Women are not objects neither or men but society has influenced us to think a way that isn't healthy. Future generations are being influenced by this ridiculous society that they don't even know who they should be. Many men disrespect women and women expect it that they should have respect hands on. But if a girl is disrespecting herself by dressing inappropriate, making it easier for guys to see 'Oh she is a pass by... She w...

I looked into your eyes and I couldn't help but to smile, I get side tracked while walking the extra mile, My heart has been in your hands for the longest time, As if forever yours will always be a crime, You are written in my last memory, Always in my mind along with a smile on your face, If only I could win that race and move to another place, You mean so much to me that words cannot begin to explain, You impacted my life so much that I cannot wash away the pain, That you have caused me in so little time, My heart beats faster when I see you like if I were afraid to climb, Up the Mountains I go hoping that this will not be the end, I am too damaged for you to mend, Yet you have me shining like a shooting star, I still think about you even if you are so far, You cloud my mind with your smile and laugh, No one will come close to you not even by half. 

What is the meaning of the word? Is it passion? Is it conforming? Is is true? Is it unreal? No one will actually know the meaning because everyone uses the word too often. Many generations don't even know the meaning. At my age I am not even sure of the word love. Is Love the great never ending feeling God had toward us when he sacrificed himself for the forgiveness of sins? YES I am sure of  that! The words 'I love you' mean so little but is effective. Some believe the word love is pointless. Love should make you happy and make you strive to be a better person not someone you have been for the past years. "Love is patient, Love is kind, Love Never Fails and is never jealous. Love is pure..." 1Cor: 4-8 Love is Jesus! Many times people ask why do you wear a purity ring on your finger? and my answer is always the same. "I wear this ring because I made a promise to GOD that I will stay pure and try my hardest to be faithful to myself and him." Yeah ...