Writing from the Heart

We go through life without thinking about the decisions we make. We just make them and hope for the best. At times I wished it was different. I wish everything made sense but it doesn't none of it does. Why can't it be different? Why can't I know the truth? The moments when I am alone is when I think of you the most. I don't know why that is. It just happens... Every decision we make is a test whether it is what we are going to do tomorrow or who we will keep close in our lives. Everyday might get tough and I know that its the little things that count. Some times we just need to open our eyes and see what we didn't before. Even if it is the mistakes we make along the way. We meet so many people and at times it is very hard to trust anyone. Because people might have hurt you leaving you with a broken heart. You are strong no matter what obstacle you might face. God will make you that much stronger. "A journey begins with a single step." The choices we m...

I am broken, I am no longer myself, Time to leave my heart on the shelf, There won't be no more apologies I can take, You were just a fake, Who played with my heart to see me fall apart, If only I knew from the start, What you would have done, The artist would no longer be called fun, It will take a lot of time for me to forgive you, I thought I knew you, But you are just like all the others maybe even worse, I wish I could make time reverse, So I would stop myself from getting hurt, You step on me as if I was dirt, I thought you were someone I could trust, But all that turned into dust, Don't you think I had enough? I am no longer that tough, I wish I could erase the memories of you, Because none of this we've been through, Meant anything in your eyes, All you ever said were just lies, You make it seem so easy to move on, Like if the clouds were breaking dawn, Now it is too hard to forgive and forget, You made me happ...

My heart is weak, I am no longer a beautiful antique, We met and you left, You are no longer a thief, The one who stole my heart, I knew from the start, To not fall yet I experienced defeat, At first you were sweet, Now I see I was a pass of time, We won't toss the dime, To get heads or tails, Will we ever follow the trails? The little things are always there, Just as long as a meaningful prayer, I light up whenever I see your smile, I pray to God that I will soon walk down the aisle, To the man that loves me with all his might, Someone who will hold me through the night, Many times I lose hope, I just have to hold on to the rope, God will lead me to my happily ever after, I will receive laughter, I'll finish the ending of a best-selling novel, I will look into your eyes, We will be together under the beauty of these skies.

I am a girl that knows what she wants, someone who knows whether or not the sky is blue. I am girl that enjoys the rain rather than the sun. A clouded day makes me happy rather than sad. I am a girl that doesn't take nonsense from anyone especially when it goes against my beliefs. I am a girl that wants to have a relationship with a guy that will protect me love and will want to spend the rest of his life with me. Why is it so hard? I want a guy that knows what he wants, someone who shares the beliefs as I do and will do anything to make me happy. I want a guy that looks at me with so much love and care. Nowadays it is so hard to find someone pure and caring. Everyone is having sex at a young age, getting pregnant, having drugs, drinking and smoking. What is the point in all that? Does it make them happier? Is life that challenging? I am a girl that respects herself when no one else does, someone who sees differently than my peers. I am a girl that doesn't fall  for stupidi...