Writing from the Heart

Everyday is a brand new day, Filled with the wildest dreams, Although there might be a lot to say, Nothing is what it seems. I've held my heart a thousand times, Many battles within my life, Been a witness to your crimes, I will never be your wife. You have buried my soul underneath the pain, I no longer live for happy endings, As if you got me wrapped up in chains, No longer are there findings. Yet hope for a different outcome, I am afraid to look in your eyes, It's like hearing a never ending drum, You have always been in disguise. I loved you for who you were, Not for who you become, Our past is like an endless blur, Making who I am numb. I've held my heart a thousand times, But you were who made me fly, If I had a million dimes, I would no longer say goodbye.

I am a hopeless romantic when it comes to men singing a beautiful song :)

Have you ever experienced love at first sight? Have you ever had a feeling at the pit of your stomach that was uncontrollably sweet? Ever a moment where you wanted to know that person standing in front of you?Well I had only one moment and it turned into utter disaster... I remember looking into the eyes of a handsome man who was defined by his radiating smile. Maybe I was intrigued by his internal sweetness upon first meeting. Maybe it was the situation, the location or maybe even something else. That moment is burned into my mind. I know exactly where I was standing and who I was with. There was just something about him that caught my eye. Maybe it was fate to meet him...fall in love then get my heart broken in order to learn a lesson. Maybe it was to make me stronger. Who knows? But what I do know is that what I felt for him was pure, beautiful, patient and kind. No hardship or fouls or jealousy/ridicule. Just hope that maybe I found the "one". Who is exactly the "o...

When I see your smile,  I tend to run the extra mile, This right now isn't right,  I don't have the will to fight, This feeling that has shaken within me, I need to count to the number three, So my heart won't go out of control, Needing to keep myself whole, This right now is terrifying, Our hearts are synchronizing, The thought of you is a hopeless mess, Neither of us will confess, That our love is growing, But we will keep on going, Hiding ourselves from the world, Feeling a little bit twirled, Your smile radiates like a ray of sunshine, This right now will go for sometime,  When that day comes when you must say goodbye, Don't leave me high and dry, Say hello to a new beginning, So our story will keep on printing, This right now won't end, Time will only mend. 

Escaping from a world of nothingness is quite painful. Falling in love is also hurtful. Pain exists every where we come to find. At times nothingness seems safe, peaceful and heart fulfilling. If we keep our eyes open long enough, we come to realize that everything we have known is nothing what it seems. Heart break is a part of life. Just as hope and love. I was once you can say.. "in love" but that was just a painful memory that doesn't seem to leave my side and at times it is very frustrating. I know in my heart that the experience I had with that pain only made me stronger than from what I was. Although, I may think of him everyday wondering how things might have been but I can't think that way.  I can't allow myself to think of the "What If" because it is too painful. I also know that everything happens for a reason. No regrets. God doesn't place someone in your life just for any reason but for you to become stronger. He knows that you can han...

I fall behind all the others.  No alternative path to follow.  The wind pulls off the feathers.  And Your heart is hallow.  You no longer love.  You no longer care.  When push comes to shove.  You only dare. To hold me back from whom I am.  To break my heart more times than it can bare.  You have always been a scam.  Your words are no longer fair...

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