Writing from the Heart

The knot regrows by the hour. My heart aches by the second. Everyday I miss you even more. I can't shake this feeling... Of being alone. My hands no longer work. My eyes no longer see. Everyday I miss you even more. I want this pain To flutter with the wind. Nothing makes sense. When I'm not with you. Everyday I miss you even more. I feel like I lost it all When you decided to leave. You made me smile, endlessly. For a moment, all the pain drained away. Everyday I miss you even more. I can't shake this feeling Of always being alone. So before it all ends, I want you to know that I've been trying. To miss you a little less. Someday, your memory Will only be a lonely memory in the wind.

I always want what I can't have. Everyday it gets harder, Trying to forget you. You are what I want. I try to erase your touch  From my skin. But, it lingers on and on. You are what I dream about. I wonder about where it went wrong. How someone great Could walk away from my life. You are what I need to feel me. I think about your smile, Every time before I close my eyes. It's been six months. You are what I breathed for. Maybe it was all me. It's been six months since  I've seen your beautiful face. I pressured you and I'm sorry. I never thought it would end like this. Strangers for all eternity. I believed that somehow my luck has changed. That you wouldn't leave me... Like every other man in my life.  It felt like you were different. You made me feel like I was anchored down. As if I wouldn't fly away. Because you were with me. Now I feel like a broken record. Replaying all the memor...