You Are

I always want what I can't have.

Everyday it gets harder,

Trying to forget you.

You are what I want.

I try to erase your touch 

From my skin.

But, it lingers on and on.

You are what I dream about.

I wonder about where it went wrong.

How someone great

Could walk away from my life.

You are what I need to feel me.

I think about your smile,

Every time before I close my eyes.

It's been six months.

You are what I breathed for.

Maybe it was all me.

It's been six months since 

I've seen your beautiful face.

I pressured you and I'm sorry.

I never thought it would end like this.

Strangers for all eternity.

I believed that somehow my luck has changed.

That you wouldn't leave me...

Like every other man in my life. 

It felt like you were different.

You made me feel like I was anchored down.

As if I wouldn't fly away.

Because you were with me.

Now I feel like a broken record.

Replaying all the memories

Until it becomes worn out.

So I always want what I can't have.

And you made me feel known.

Made me feel loved.

Made me feel seen.

And baby, I'm okay as long as you are.

You are my short-lived blessing.