Lonely Memory

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The knot regrows by the hour.
My heart aches by the second.
Everyday I miss you even more.
I can't shake this feeling...
Of being alone.

 My hands no longer work.
My eyes no longer see.
Everyday I miss you even more.
I want this pain
To flutter with the wind.

 Nothing makes sense.
When I'm not with you.
Everyday I miss you even more.
I feel like I lost it all
When you decided to leave.

 You made me smile, endlessly.
For a moment, all the pain drained away.
Everyday I miss you even more.
I can't shake this feeling
Of always being alone.

 So before it all ends,
I want you to know that I've been trying.
To miss you a little less.
Someday, your memory
Will only be a lonely memory in the wind.

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