Love War
Everyday I hope for it to get better. Where the sun always shined. And my smile never faded. Where my heart nervously waited. I sit here, nothing to make me better. You sit there, not even trying. My heart is the victim. My non-existent smile is the cause. My eyes only glisten for you. Even then, it's never enough. You listen to my words, As if they were shot guns going off. Not understanding my actions, My plead for you to see my side. My worry that you're going to leave. I didn't mean for this chaos to happen. I didn't mean to fall for you. I didn't mean to try and fix you. I have broken parts of me. That you can't fix. You have broken parts of you. That I can't fix. Never did I think this, Was going to be easy. I ask for you to try. But you keep aiming at me, With a pistol in your hand. Waiting for me to break. I don't understand your, Five year commitment. But I'm trying ...