I've Held My Heart A Thousand Times
Everyday is a brand new day, Filled with the wildest dreams, Although there might be a lot to say, Nothing is what it seems. I've held my heart a thousand times, Many battles within my life, Been a witness to your crimes, I will never be your wife. You have buried my soul underneath the pain, I no longer live for happy endings, As if you got me wrapped up in chains, No longer are there findings. Yet hope for a different outcome, I am afraid to look in your eyes, It's like hearing a never ending drum, You have always been in disguise. I loved you for who you were, Not for who you become, Our past is like an endless blur, Making who I am numb. I've held my heart a thousand times, But you were who made me fly, If I had a million dimes, I would no longer say goodbye.