The Midst

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Pain in the midst of all despair, 
Accused for such faults.
Being caught up in your unforgiving dare,
Like a never ending assault.

 Never did I want this to be.
Now it can't be undone.
All I want to do is flee.
My heart feels like it weighs a ton.

 And all I do is stare,
In a vacant vault.
And you don't seem to care.
You are no longer to be exalt. 

 Pain in the midst of all fear,
Accused for loving you.
I no longer can have you near.
I knew it was too good to be true.

    Pain in the midst of eternity.
   Always living in modernity.

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