Writing from the Heart

Baby girl, I'm sorry For making a decision I never thought I had  To make and so soon. My heart is broken. My heart misses you. My heart wants you back. My heart doesn't understand. Baby girl, I'm sorry. The more I think about it. The more I grow sad Because I don't have you anymore. My furry best friend Who knew me better than I knew myself. Who understood me. This loss makes me feel empty. More empty than on that  Fateful 3rd day of April. Losing you tipped me over. I don't see the light. I don't see how this teaches Me a lesson, a lesson on not  Loving something so much Because at any moment It would be taken from me. Like you were stolen from me Without any warning. We had a beautiful day Full of light and happiness. Then it turned dark At the twilight of six-thirty. I thought I had lost enough. I guess that loss back in April  Didn't count... it wasn't enough. I had to be given one more loss. If this was ...

My love, my sweetheart You are the best thing  In my life, my thoughts Of security are within your embrace. Full of joy and beauty. You are on your way back to me I feel it vibrating through My fingertips. I feel your love radiating So much light. I feel your eyes taking Notice and openness. My love, my sweetheart You are my best friend. I miss your teases. I miss your touch. I know you'll come home. I can feel it in my heart. I know you love me. I know you want to come back. I feel your heart beating In this very moment. Loving me and thinking of  Only me. Your soulmate, your love, Your quest, your Lois Lane And your Forever. It's written in the stars. You are meant for me. The love we have will  Carry the weight of the world. It will succeed and prosper. My love, my sweetheart You are the most talented  Man I've ever met. I've always known  Since we were six  That we are destined For one another. You wi...

I am rattled by your decision. Not understanding why I wasn't enough for you. Harping on myself seeing  You move on...and without me. Choosing someone else over me. Can I ask you one thing before you go? Before you forget me. Before you fill my head  With negative thoughts On how I was a bad person. Before you break me once again. When did you fall out of love? I thought we were good. I thought we found balance. I thought we were on the same page. Then you did a 180 on me. Nearly blind sided me. I didn't understand your reaction. Still don't. My heart ached to small pieces Of dust, vanishing through your Insensitivity.  Not knowing the real reasons. Was I that horrible to you? Why wasn't I enough? When the day before you said You'd give me the whole world. Now, you're buried in your thoughts. Masking your feelings with Another girl. I didn't think I'd be so disappointed In you. Although, my heart still aches For...

There was always something Inside of you  That told you to stay with me.  So you won't regret it. Ever since we were  Young and naive. We were at each other's  Throat and knees. My heart fluttered Every single time Your fingers touched my skin. When you looked into my eyes. There was always something Inside of you That told you to not leave. Then you'd regret it. Ever since we were  Young and afraid. We always annoyed Each other, out of love. My skin popcorn with nervousness Every single time You tickled my sides. With the slightest touch of yours. There was always something  Inside of us That told us that this was  Our shot, to make this right. Ever since we were  Young and doubtful. We always got back to each other. As if we were magnets. My lips tingled  Every single time You kissed my lips. Fitting perfectly in my embrace. Now, it's been cold. Feeling the bottom of  My stomach ...

My heart feels hollow. Since the day you said, "I'm done". Believing I wasn't enough. You left me because it Was easier than staying. You didn't want to fight For our love  Because I was never enough. I'm praying for you. So you can heal, So you can learn to love again. My heart feels deceased. Since the day you said, "I need to be by myself." Believing in your word. However, getting sad. When you chose to live Without me, someone  Who loved you. Someone who wanted The best for you. I'm weary of feeling Like I was nobody. As if the time together Meant nothing to you. My heart is disappointed. Being trapped behind A prison you placed me in. Without any warning. You didn't give me time to process The loss, you disappeared. And you selfishly gave me up. You didn't think of me. But every night I've been praying Not so you return,  Yet wanting you to be healthy. To be okay, to be loved. It...

I love you, sweetheart I always have, Always will. That won't change. Nothing can replace you. My heart has been yours. Since the age of six. Not knowing what it really was. But feeling it every time  I looked into your eyes, Hearing you tease me Over and over again. I love you, sweetheart Even more than I did then. Even more than the grass Needs the rain to grow. No one can compare to you, My heart will always be yours. Even through the seconds Of endless pain. Puddling my eyes with tears. Tears that you healed  With your very touch. With your very kiss. I love you, sweetheart. I always have, Always will. That won't change. No one understands what I see in you. The way you gently stared into my eyes. The way you kissed my forehead. The way you carried this pain That can only heal if you let it Grow through the process. Don't fight it, accept the loss. The pain you've been feeling. I love you, sweetheart. Even when you told ...

I feel your breath, Against my hot skin. When I close my eyes, I see your face. I feel your hands, Sandwiching my face. When I think of you, I hear your voice. We are no good apart. I'm saddened by your departure. Labeling me as just another. When I wasn't. I wasn't just some girl, Whom you met so recently. We were forced to pretend We liked each other When we were kids. Not knowing the path  Our future would lead us on. Wondering what could've been. We were just two kids, Who always loved each other. Yet, never admitting to it. We wanted to prove them wrong. Then you selfishly chose another Over a happiness with me. Not knowing that she would Curse your future with me. We were just two kids, Who always wanted to be together. Yet, denying our feelings. Wanting to prove them wrong. Then five years of separation, United two souls who  Always loved each other. Blessing us with seven months. And you made the decision, To part way...