Writing from the Heart

Many times I wish for something unexpected, All I get is what is expected, My hopes and dreams are in my hands, Looking across the grassy green land, I pray to God that my heart won't fade, At times I feel so afraid, To say goodbye,  No longer will I let time pass by,  Another hello is in the midst, He will be everything on my list,  A sight of you is what I need, Like a happy ending that I read, Love is in the distance of this path, Nothing like the aftermath, You will be extraordinary to me, Beautiful like the blue sea, Seagulls flying above us now, The words "where art thou", Is in my mind and in my dreams, Nothing is what it seems, Bitter sweet as a candy, I keep my pen handy, So I won't make so many mistakes, I will do anything it takes, To make my God proud, No longer will I get lost in the crowd, And I will love you, It will be a feeling so true. 

Some days are just fine, I just wish I had a sign, Some nights are just dandy, Almost as sweet as a candy, I miss those days where it didn't matter, All I hear is chatter, You drift far into the sea, Along with every key, To my heart, I feel so torn apart, The stars are no longer shiny, At times I feel so tiny, So invisible to all the rest, I feel a burning sensation in my chest, If only God could hold me tight, Just so I can feel tranquility through the night, Some day everything will fall into place, I will feel his grace, Although I might miss you, I know now what to do, Move forward and wish for a way, I will always pray, To some how reach for the stars, Maybe land some where in Mars, You'll find your happily ever after, I will always be here in a night of laughter. 

Lately I miss you, My days are no longer blue, I think about you all the time, Becoming hopeless like a dime, Your name rings in my ear, If only you could hear, My cry for you to see, How hopeless I feel, You seem not to care, How could you dare, To walk away with nothing left to say, I live to break free each day, I cloud my mind just so, I shouldn't have to think of you, Not knowing the reasons for our meeting, Even after every seating, Your voice reminds me of a quiet night, A night filled with life and a moon so bright, You let me go, I want you to know, That Lately I miss you, Even after everything you do.

Many nights are long and quiet, No where close to an uncontrolled riot, My heart begins to shiver, As my lips begin to quiver, You left when I needed you the most, Like an unforeseen ghost, You smile as if I never touched your heart, No wonder I feel so apart, You held my hand, That was all my love demand, That one night, Turned to black and white, Not one kiss can heal the pain, If only I could wash away the stain, Your smile gave me hope, It changed once you let go of the rope, That tied You and I together, I felt like I was floating like a feather, That one night, You held me tight, All the sweet things you said, Caused my love to spread, You made me smile when no one else could, Everything was pure and good, You changed your mind, I was so blind, You ran away, To the nearest bay, Yet you still had my heart, I wish I could start, To forget that One Night, You made my smile shine so bright.

Finally I get to relax. Got some time to resolve the climax. I know I have lost. I didn't think it would cost. As long as I see your beautiful adorable smile. You make everything worthwhile.   If only this could be the end. You have been such a good friend. But if only you weren't so blind. So everything could finally be aligned.   Finally I could go anyplace. This has been a long race....

I miss you when your not there, At times I feel you stare, Into the distance of this night, You hold me very tight, I miss you more than you know, Many people say I glow, When I look into the beauty of your eyes, When I am with you time flies, I miss you every day, I get butterflies when you tell me to stay, I feel safe when I am with you, Making me feel brand new and true, I miss you every second, My past is always reckoned, My thoughts are always present, I won't forget the times we've spent, The days might be long, But I always hear our song, Through the day, every where I go, Waiting for you is like waiting for it to snow, In Southern California, amazing and sunny, You always were so funny, You made me laugh, cry, and smile, Always getting lost while running the mile, God written our path in the stars, All our hopes and dreams will be ours.

My God, you are so good to me, I feel your love flow like the sea, You heal  my heart from all the pain, Even though it might be a tough stain, You carry me when I need you the most, I always feel your presence so close, At times I may doubt you, I just wish I knew, The plans you wrote out, Some times I get lost in your route, Your purity keeps me strong, You are my favorite song, My hopes and dreams are in your hands, You have so many plans, To make me happy in the end, Even though I may be hard for you to mend, Everything reminds me of you, You know what I have been through, You know me, more than I know myself, It is time for me to leave the past on the shelf, Some day you will bless me with a gift, So I will no longer drift, From side to side, I imagine you with a smile so wide, Please never let me go, For you are the one that really knows, Who I am, The Lion and the Lamb...